Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Hurray!

As tão esperadas férias...
Sempre simbolo de alegria, liberdade..
Porque será que todos pensam que trará felicidade?
Será de uma simples fuga da tirania das aulas?
Ou de ser uma maneira de matar a saudade?
De te ver e afogar esta dor?
Matar esta solidão que aprendi a conhecer de cor?
Ou será apenas a esperança de um amanhã melhor?...

Monday, December 11, 2006

Pretending...

Seems like an eternity...
But was just four hours ago,
I always pretend as I see you leaving,
it doesn't hurt when you go...

I pretend it's all right
When really it's all wrong.
I pretend I look forward and move on
But then I find myself asking,

"Now what?.."
"Now what will I do?.."
"Now what will i do without you?.."

I pretend my soul doesn't cry,
Isn't shattering as time goes by.
I pretend I'm strong when the strength in me is you.
Pretend you're not a part of me
And I don't love you more than anything
'Cause you are, and I really do...

I pretend you're not what I’m lacking,
You're not my reason for everything,
Pretend it goes by a moment
I don't find myself asking,

"Now what?..
"Now what will I do till I see you again?.."
"And how long will it be till then?...

I pretend I don't feel this pain…
Not having you with me, it hurts so much
And all this strength I feign
Somedays it crashes down on me.
'Cause it's too much.

And as I fall, I pretend I don't feel this strain,
all this distance I'm enduring,
Keep feeling this pain,
Having to go on and keep thinking,

"Now when?.."
"When will I see you again?.."