Withering Away

Estupidezes pensadas que são estupidas apenas por serem estupidezes pensadas e nao serem estupidezes ditas...

I feel like we're drifting apart,
Like our love is dying,..
Don't know if it's true,
Or if this pain is lying...

But still it feels,
This pain inside...
'Cause all I want is the bliss of your touch...
And you're so far...
No wonder it hurts so much…

I feel I love you more than you love me
Though I know it can't be compared,
I need you so.
And I feel you don't need me.

I love you more than everything,
For you, I'll do anything.
When you don't have one lousy day to be with me...
It seems you don't feel a thing...

Just one day, one hour...
All i need. All it takes.
So forgive me if I'm sour,
Can’t help it if my heart breaks...

I know your personality
I love you for it too.
And I respect it.
But that kind of devotion,
I thought it was expected...

You say you love me,
But still I don't feel it
Always distant, unattainable,
And you don't do shit to fix it.

I feel like I’m dying.
This distance is killing me,
it seems you don't care
Looks like you're lying.
And so I continue dying...

Maybe it'd help to talk.
But I feel I can't tell you
I think you'd be sad
And that I'll never do...

Because I feel like a tool,
These words I write, never for you to see.
For for all their strength and might,
You’d simply take me for a fool...

Apetece-me falar

Apetece-me falar,
Nem que seja só por falar.
Mas mais uma vez,
Nao tenho ninguem para me ouvir,
Nem tao pouco algo para dizer...
Apetece-me falar
E não consigo dizer nada,
Mais uma vez, para variar...
Parece que estou assim sempre
Sempre assim dormente
E nunca vou sair,
Nunca sou sair desta demência
Nunca a dormencia vai parar.
E cada vez mais me sinto a cair
Para o inevitavel destino, o terrivel medo,
De não ter ninguem para me acarinhar...
Sinto que afasto as pessoas
Nao sei porquê,
E quanto mais tento falar,
Menos sons me saem...
Fico com medo de assim continuar...
Ficar sozinho por assim ser
Medo de nunca me lembrar
Ou nunca aprender..
Como se ninguem me tivesse ensinado a falar...